Categories
accidents addiction alzheimer's angels apostles art art show artist babies beaten Beauty bible bipolar disorder bppv bravery broken heart cancer caregiving change child abuse chronic pain clean and sober codependency colo/rectal cancer compassion coping courage Dad daughters death dementia depression emotions enduring eternal life everlasting life exhaustion faith family Fathers fear Forgiveness freedom gardening God's love God's Word gratitude grief growth guilt guts happiness hate healing help hitchhiking home homecoming hope inhumane injuries injustice inner peace insanity insomnia Jehovah God Joy judicial system jungle kindness life life lessons loneliness loss Love love. Jehovah God memories mental illness metamorphosis milkweed murder napping nature pain paintings paradise peace pets poems poet poetry pollution prayers preaching predjudice PTSD ransom sacrifice of Jesus Christ rape recovery regret repent repentance responsibility rest sacrifice sadness safety Sailfish Point sanity Scriptures self awareness self confidence self help sexual abuse sexual assault Shame sinner sleep smoking sobriety soldiers sorrow stabbed suicide survival survivor The last Supper The Memorial therapy treasure Uncategorized Vietnam War violence war wild animals witness Writing

The SLOG of Joy

Grumble. Growl. Grunt. .   Swear. Sweat. Stomp. . Punch. Pound. Pant. .  Breathe. Binge. Boss. .  Shout. Scream, Smear. .  Fall in a heap, exhausted. Then get up, clean up, and do it all over again. .  There is joy in this. This “living” we do. No matter how sweaty, or dirty, or ugly, this […]

Categories
apostles Beauty bible bravery broken heart brothers change clean compassion coping courage death disciple making earth enduring eternal life Eternal life in paradise everlasting life faith family Fathers Forgiveness freedom friendship gardens God's love God's Word gratitude happiness healing help home homecoming hope inner peace Jehovah God Jehovah's promises Jesus Christ Joy kindness life Love love. Jehovah God mothers pain paradise peace prayers preaching ransom sacrifice of Jesus Christ repent repentance sacrifice sadness sinner sorrow The last Supper The Memorial treasure

Gratitude, More and More!

I have been reminded of God’s Love for me. I commemorated the Memorial of Jesus Last meal with his apostles on Friday. At Sundown, with my fellow worshipers’ of Jehovah, we gathered at sunset and  did just as Jesus commanded his followers to do: passing first the unleavened bread, then the wine . The ceremony, […]

Categories
accidents animals beaten bible bipolar disorder bppv bravery change chronic pain clean and sober codependent compassion coping courage Dad death dementia depression domestic violence emotions enduring exhaustion fear fretting gardening gratitude grief growth guts happiness healing help home hope injuries injustice inner peace insanity insomnia Joy kindness life life lessons loneliness loss Love love. Jehovah God mental illness napping pain paradise prayers PTSD recovery responsibility rest safety sanity self awareness sexual assault sobriety sorrow stabbed survival survivor

VERTIGO, INSOMNIA and PAIN (oh, my!)

Cant wake up. I feel like I am sick inside, hot and cold, sticky and uncomfortable one minute , all dry and freezing the next. I feel like I’m going thru withdrawals, and twitchy, jerky-but from what?!? I feel that it is the Benign Paroxysmal Positional Vertigo that I have endured since a series of […]

Categories
art artist Beauty bipolar disorder bravery broken heart change codependency compassion coping courage death depression emotions enduring faith family fear Forgiveness freedom gardening God's love gratitude grief growth happiness healing home hope inner peace insomnia life life lessons loneliness love. Jehovah God memories mental illness napping pain paintings peace poems prayers PTSD recovery regret repentance responsibility rest sadness sanity self awareness self help sleep sobriety sorrow survival survivor therapy witness worry

Okee Dokee Then…

It has been AGES since I have been here, it seems that when I am on fire with my visual art , my written art suffers. Time is a factor, when I have 5 projects going at once, the voices in my head are rather subdued, because all the poetry is oozing out of my […]

Categories
apostles art artist Beauty bible bipolar disorder bppv bravery broken heart cancer caregivers caregiving cats change children chronic pain clean and sober codependency colo/rectal cancer compassion coping courage Dad daughters death dementia depression disciple making earth emotions enduring eternal life Eternal life in paradise everlasting life exhaustion faith family family relationships Fathers fear Forgiveness freedom friendship God's love God's Word gratitude grief growth happiness healing help home homecoming hope inner peace insanity insomnia Jehovah God Jehovah's promises Jesus Christ Joy kindness life life lessons loneliness loss Love love. Jehovah God memories mental illness metamorphosis mothers pain paradise peace prayers preaching PTSD ransom sacrifice of Jesus Christ recovery regret repent repentance rest sacrifice sadness sanity self help shot at sleep sobriety sorrow survival survivor The last Supper The Memorial therapy treasure witness

Oh Happy Day!

I am happy to say, I was able to get back into my blogs here at WordPress, after a lengthy absence. I was unable to remember my sign in information for the longest time, but finally I was able to get back here!!! My sister blog, Out of the Gutter Art, has been languishing also, […]

Categories
artist Beauty bible bipolar disorder bravery broken heart brothers butterflies change children chronic pain clean clean and sober compassion coping courage death depression disciple making disciples dogs domestic violence emotions enduring eternal life Eternal life in paradise everlasting life faith family family relationships fear Forgiveness freedom friendship God's love God's Word gratitude grief happiness hate healing help home homecoming hope injustice inner peace Jehovah God Jehovah's promises Jesus Christ Joy kindness life life lessons loneliness loss Love love. Jehovah God memories mental illness metamorphosis mothers neighbors pain paradise peace pets poems prayers preaching PTSD ransom sacrifice of Jesus Christ rape recovery repent repentance responsibility sacrifice sadness safety sanity self confidence self help sexual abuse sinner sobriety sorrow survival survivor The last Supper The Memorial therapy treasure witness

Hello from a NEW Perspective!

I have been spinning my wheels today, trying for hours to get my blogs here on WordPress all straightened out. It is very difficult to keep settings and numbers straight in my head since I sustained that TBI (Traumatic Brain Injury) in a fall in 2013. Along with all the other physical and Mental challenges […]

Categories
apostles art show artist Beauty bible bipolar disorder bravery broken heart brothers caregiving change clean clean and sober compassion coping courage Dad daughters death depression disciple making earth enduring eternal life Eternal life in paradise everlasting life faith Forgiveness freedom friendship God's love God's Word gratitude growth happiness healing home hope inner peace Jehovah God Jehovah's promises Jesus Christ Joy kindness life life lessons loneliness loss Love love. Jehovah God memories mental illness metamorphosis mothers neighbors pain paradise peace prayers preaching ransom sacrifice of Jesus Christ recovery repentance responsibility sacrifice sanity self help sinner sobriety survival survivor The last Supper The Memorial therapy treasure wildlife witness

Whipping Up a Storm

Yes, I believe a storm IS coming. And I believe it is on the verge of changing everything around, on this whole earth.  I am not the only one who believes this, but many people think the coming storm will hurt our beautiful planet home. I find so much comfort in the pages of God’s […]

Categories
Beauty bible bravery brothers change clean and sober compassion courage death disciple making disciples earth emotions enduring eternal life Eternal life in paradise everlasting life faith family Forgiveness freedom friendship gardens God's love God's Word gratitude grief happiness healing help homecoming hope inner peace Jehovah God Jehovah's promises Jesus Christ Joy kindness life life lessons Love love. Jehovah God metamorphosis neighbors paradise peace prayers preaching ransom sacrifice of Jesus Christ recovery repent repentance responsibility sacrifice safety sanity sinner survival The last Supper The Memorial therapy treasure witness

Day of Remembrance

LOVE ONE ANOTHER FROM THE HEART. LOVE JEHOVAH OUR GOD WITH YOUR WHOLE HEART, MIND, SOUL AND STRENGTH. TAKE IN ACCURATE KNOWLEDGE OF OUR GOD, AND PUT FAITH IN HIS SON JESUS CHRIST. DEDICATE YOURSELF TO JEHOVAH, AND SYMBOLIZE YOUR DEDICATION BY FULL IMMERSION BAPTISM. HELP OTHERS TO LEARN THE TRUTH OF JEHOVAH’S LOVING KINDNESS, […]

Categories
art artist Beauty bible bipolar disorder bppv bravery caregiving change clean coping courage faith fear Forgiveness freedom gratitude growth happiness healing help hope inner peace Joy kindness life life lessons Love love. Jehovah God mental illness metamorphosis pain paintings paradise peace poems poet poetry prayers recovery repent repentance responsibility sanity self awareness self confidence self help sobriety survival survivor treasure witness Writing

The Wind Blows into The Gutter!

Stay tuned, big things to come! I am merging my 2 journal blogs into one, here under THE WIND, and yes, this is Susan T. from Out Of The Gutter Art! If you were enjoying my journey on my sister blog, you may enjoy some of my earlier posts, as this is my FIRST blog […]

Categories
bible bravery broken heart butterflies caregiving cares change clean and sober compassion coping courage daughters death depression disciple making disciples emotions enduring eternal life Eternal life in paradise everlasting life faith family Fathers fear Forgiveness freedom friendship God's love God's Word gratitude grief growth happiness healing help hope injustice inner peace Jehovah God Jehovah's promises Jesus Christ Joy kindness life life lessons loss Love love. Jehovah God memories neighbors pain paradise peace prayers preaching predjudice ransom sacrifice of Jesus Christ recovery repent repentance responsibility rest sacrifice sadness self awareness self confidence sleep sorrow survival survivor treasure

I Am Blown Away…

So much suffering in this world, that anything I may go through just pales by comparison. Just pales. A night out for friends at a club, a few drinks. A few laughs. Dancing. Happy, young, upwardly mobile. Beautiful. Did I tell you how beautiful they all are? Faces shown on smartphones, tv screens, computes. They […]