Who Will I Be Now?

The recovery is a week in now, the pain at a level I can see my way through. All seems to have been quite successful,and there is a day in my future when my focus won’t be on my health. What joy! What, joy?
Who will I be, when I don’t have illness to hide behind? I have become the person no one wants to talk to, because all I talk about is my own problems. I wept bitterly when I realized this today. More self pity. More ‘self’. I had been wondering why a certain friend had been distant lately at a time when I need her most, and she finally let it slip last night. I am too self absorbed.
It seems like she could have let me wallow a little longer!
(maybe she is a better friend than I thought…)

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