Today, like every day, was exhausting….
It begins with me sneaking awake, trying to keep my groaning to a minimum when my feet hit the floor. See, this is my quiet time, when I care for all the animals, get the paper off the driveway while my coffee brews, look at the dawn sky and wish life could always be so peaceful. I make it all sound so dull, and make myself sound SO unhappy. I’m not, not really.
Sure, I suffer, but don’t we all? Every single person on this earth has something they wish was different. But my troubles have taught me SO much, about life, love, about focusing my fading energy on learning about God, His Son Jesus, and the Ransom he gave. It really opened my eyes to think about a perfect, beautiful, healthy man- the very SON OF GOD- allowing himself to be murdered like a criminal so that I can have my sins washed away. Me, a depraved, immoral, drug addicted criminal myself, can have a clean standing before Jehovah!
I have nothing to complain about. I will really try to remember this fact!