typing tiny

Wow’ this tablet is very little. I mean, I have big hands, but this gadget is just engulfed in them. (I like that word: engulf. It is quite all-encompassing, which I think a good word should be.) Hmmm…

   Anyway, I AM FLOATING AWAY FROM MY SUBJECT, AND NOW I’M on caps lock. OK, got that straightened out. Whew. 

   I also received good news in the form of a letter today… I should hear from my attorney soon with an offer. It was pretty exiting, I sure have been unconsciously tense about the whole affair. This pain goes on like huge black crow, one that talks misery to me in its’ “caws”. I think the word “disconcerting” would be good to use here. I have been very disconcerted. And exhausted. My time is coming, don’t ask what I mean, or how I know…I just can’t believe that He will let me go on in such agony. He promises me, if it is more than I can bear, then He will make a way out. Pleading now. Trying to sleep now.

Author: ST Martin

I am an Artist, Poet and Author. A Survivor of Violent Sexual Abuse and Rape, I have lived thru Severe Domestic Violence, Twenty Three years of Addiction and Alcoholism, Family Dysfunction, Chronic Pain, Dependence on Opioids, and 2 Venomous Snake Bites...I have Been Stabbed, Shot at, Tied to a Tree and Choked Unconscious. A Quarter Horse Rolled on Me, as did a Lawn Tractor. I also Wrecked a Harley into a Tree! I also have PTSD and Rapid Cycling Bipolar Disorder, and spent my 18th birthday in a Locked Psychiatric Ward. I am so much more than this: I feel like a tiny seed that sprouted in a desert, and now has grown into a Passion Vine. My Art is my Voice, Screaming, Crying, Praying, Loving, Laughing, Healing- all in Riotous Color...

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