I have been exhausted today. It could be because I trimmed trees, shrubs, weeded, watered, gathered branches, did laundry, walked dogs, fertilized the yard, took Dad to lunch, did dishes, cleaned the porch and walked the dogs again. I’m thinkng that I am going to hit the wall fairly soon. Especially since I have been feeling so warm and fuzzy- all lovey duvvy with the world. Remember that TERRIBLE sound in that Tom Cruise movie where giant walking bulldozers were taking over the world? Yeah, that one. Well, I think thats the sound that is going off in my head- telling me there is danger ahead. Not 100 foot tall Bulldozers on skinny legs that suck peoples blood out and spit the guts all over the place. No, the danger is when I feel that my world has just turned dark grey, when I don’t want to ever come out of my bedroom, when I feel so empty and broken that I have no tears left to cry. That is the danger I’m talking about.
So I drank a huge coke just now, and ate a chocolate turnover- all this after eating an Arby’s beef sandwich and drinking some kind giant, delicious mint chocolate shake creation.
So, I will have to have a sugar crash now, as a warm up.
Goodnight.
